Smile
Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me
truly loved me
yes, i learned a while ago that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend
love Is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord know its killing me
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me
everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows
that the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face…
on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me
but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im not into other things
cuz u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing Me
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im
Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face…on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do
if he dont love me
no if he dont want me
im not about to
Sit around let myself go
